Chaotic Psychotic Traumatic Fantastic

so today nak modify la sikit2 blog ni. hr tu mcm dull je. and sorry, again2 sye je menulih kan. so boring...

i know..i know...

ish...bile la the other 3 lavenders nak merepek krepeks ni.

=p

well, i hope the other 3 lavenders suke kite nye layout terbaru.

ngee...

nanti sume nanti adjust sikit2, sbb byk gmbo da takde. nanti cube cri  balek gmbo2 tu.

ngeh3x

Aii, gud moning malyayyyysia. Hehe.

Huh, hr ni tgh organize nota-nota. Nak final la katekan, kenela prepare awal2. hik3.


Lol, td jumpe ngan kwn2 medix 3rd year, ein. Hehe.



Nape kte excited sgt tgok die? Lol, sbb die kate lame tak jumpe akak. Sayang akak. *blush,


Though I have my new batch berderet kat sebelah, I can’t be as mesra as to ein. Knape erk?


My old frens manje ngan saye, suke begurau ngan sye. And sye suke main ngan diorg. Almost sume mcm tu. Diorg tau sye jenis goofy around. Lol. X padan ngan omor. Ngeh3x..


Tp mesti batch bru kte tertanye-tanye kenape I x semesra seperti I berikan kpd my ex-batch?




Well, 1st of all….sob3. when I try to be funny…. [--------] *12 ekor burung gagak lalu. It feels akward, u know. Mcm x masuk. Mulut kte pon mcm berat sgt nk bukak. X de idea. Yg ni bole ke bwk gurau, yg tu boleh ke di sakat. I dun know them yet. And…. X de ke sape2 nak manje2 ngan kak uU ni. Meh le…huuuu. I need budak manje. Matured2 kang I sendiri jadi malu ngan diorg. Huuuuuuuu.


And pasai itula I x termotivated sgt nak pi kelas slalunye. Huuu. Slalu gi kelas sebab si cik enon bilik sebelah suke suh pegi. Thanks to my Marshimaro, sye pegila jugak kelas2 yg ade. Thanks mama. Lol.


Shud I try to open my mouth to them? ke sebab gap dah 2 taun effect? Lol, org pompuan, suke buat alasan, kih3. I want to get to know them, tp kte kdg2 rase cam rendah diri la pulak kan. Malu la nak communicate ngan diorg. ngeee


Penah sembang ngan sorg adik ni, n I feel akward. [ak..ak..ak]… huuu, ke diorg matured sgt? Ke aku childish sgt? Ke my problem is I dun wan to move on? Huhuhu. Grow up mellah. This going to be over soon. 3 stgh taun lagi. Pastu balek la kat najwa. Main la ngan najwa, peluk la die puas2, cium la die puas2, jalan2 la ngan die puas2, usap la pale die puas2..huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.


wiwaaaaa. U better read dis entry. Kalo idak, alg nanges. :P. hehe


Because she’s my sister n my bestfren. Huuu. Walaupon gap kami 7 tahun, but still, she is way too matured on her age n I am way too…..childish with my own age. Malu ngan wawa.

Waaaaaaaaaa, alg nk balekkkk. Nak men ngan wa jeeeee. Nape wa bukan kembar alang? [ces, emo pulak nenek tue ni. Uhuk3]


K ler, bawak pujuk2 la ati tu, sikit je lagi. Pas ni men le puas2 ngan budak x cukup umur tu, hik3.


Hr ni umah gelap je, tarak tahu wuts going on. Mls nk begerak, nk jenguk2. nak sambung balek sorting kertas2 bertimbun2 ni. Kene study hard ni. Work hard. Huuuu, keje ngan tulang empaty kerat ni. Huahuahua.






Najwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

first thing first. eww? lol. biaseeee. ngee, gedik geleman.

well, today da tamat my 2nd exam, pasni exam final. kali ni nak lebey besedie dr sebelmunye. well done baby, well done. i know..i know, ur respond again.. eww?

ngeh3,
geli jugak.kene tunggu abg baby pggl la bru x rase akward. ngong. mengong le org tue ni. keh3. tadi, mamam mar masak lauk shedap hoo. masak sambal sotong. pergh. 5 bintang baby kate, 5 bintang!

okay, okay, i'll stop with the baby baby thing. kang ade yg tersebut h1n1 kang, kecik ati pulak. ngeh3x.

borink le malam ni, patotnye nak kene start setadi, tp blom naik syekh lagi nak berstadi-madi. ngeh3. patot kemas bilik, tapi...sejuk sangat, x leh nk gerak2 sgt. hampeh, nampak sangat pemaleh, bkn sbb ape. ish3.

anak2 dlm umah skrg tgh seyes2 setadi. sejuk mate memandang. kalu msuk bilik memasing, mereke-mereke tgh berstadi-madi. terase nak berstadi jugak. kan elok cam gitu, mereke-pereke menjadi side effect yg baik.

mama mashiowo si marshimaro tu, mcm x pernah kuar dari kusi blaja die je. dari pagi tadi, kalu intai die, duk statik situ je. heh, x saket bakang ke adek? ngeh3.

si yaya Mayannaise tu, x de meje blaja mahupon kusi. x kematu ke asek duk ats kapet. eh wait, kapet die tebal. besh la nak golek2. ngeh3. kalu intai2 si mayannaise tu, slalunye mesti die tgh godek laptop die. ngeh3.

si dinosot tu, hari ni ade improvement. kali ni die dok atas kusi bajar die. slalunye asal terjah je bilik die, die msti ade kat ats katel die, dah mcm pesakit da tgok die. lol.

hadeh, saket pale. sejuk sgt. ngeh3x. erm hari ni nak tunjuk gmbr ape pulak? haa, meh kite tgok sape dari kami masuk cover magazine. ngeh3x. hebat diorg.

ok mesti sume org bosan sbb asek ktrg b'2 jek tulis...please dont

hr ni sye mahu meluahkan perasaan...huuu...mayb im quite emo this day...ok sile blasah..
but jz to mention ketidakpuasan hti kpd sesuatu perkara..

knp kite mst say hatefull comnt about people...pdhl dr kite x bgus sgt pon..
ok sile rujuk surah al-hujurat ayat 11dan 12 ok...

49:11 O ye who believe! Let not some men among you laugh at others: It may be that the (latter) are better than the (former): Nor let some women laugh at others: It may be that the (latter are better than the (former): Nor defame nor be sarcastic to each other, nor call each other by (offensive) nicknames: Ill-seeming is a name connoting wickedness, (to be used of one) after he has believed: And those who do not desist are (indeed) doing wrong.

49:12 O ye who believe! Avoid suspicion as much (as possible): for suspicion in some cases is a sin: And spy not on each other behind their backs. Would any of you like to eat the flesh of his dead brother? Nay, ye would abhor it...But fear Allah. For Allah is Oft-Returning, Most Merciful.

ok tibe2 jd ustazah...bukan kite same2 igt mengigtkan...klo aku buat salah pon..silelah tego...

ok smbung pasal hatefull comment (bukan yg membina)..contoh...

situasi (tidak ade kne mengena dgn sesiapa sahaje)

a sedang berhati2 menyiapkan cavity prep class 1
b: eh lembabnye ko ni...apsal x siap2 lg..kan sng jek bnde ni...(ok sgt tidak membina)

dan bermacam2 situasi lagi...tidak perlu dinyatakan..

and about husnuzonn..hmm it's sooo wrongful 4 people to think of good things about others...
aigooo nak contoh situasi..xpayah la...

ooo and i reallllly think dat somepeople juz hve to learn how to say a good things about others...
and learn lil bit here and there about manners...

owh...klo sy buat salah juga (yes, i make mistake)..please dont juz leave hatefull comment,(sbb aku tgh emo) sile ckp dgn baik...i will xcept it dgn hti yg t'buka...

ok..sile sambung study stlh selesai meluahkan perasaan

tajuk ditujukan ntok fatninja..sekian...

sbnrnye tgah bosan..selesai menunaikan kawjipan sbgai seorg muslimah dan ingin bljrlah kononye..
selak2 buku oral patho...sbb markh sy tdk berape cemerlang spt cik a**i yg mndpt 38/40..clap2

sy ign perbbtlkn fakta kak u..act i realy like taeyang's wedding dress..hehe...but mybe ats sbb feminism yg kuat i like BEG abracadabra more..yeay...owh tidk ketingaln juga SNSD, 2ne1, wondergirls, ect...but now i'm addicted to KARA's Mister...sbb sy suke careograpth die(xreti eje jugak) .,,tidak ketingalan elite, feminin, dan sebagainya..bk kte mayannise "diorang ade potensi"(setelah beliau melalak2 lagu2 lame band t'sebt)

tp selain tgk blog masakan spt blog kak nor, kak hana, dan kak LG,
i spend my time watching 2pm on youtube..i proudly announce dat..sy adelah registered Hottest ok..huwa2 addicted sgt...sbnrnye join sbb nk dt excess to all 2pm video..eventhough sy peminat susah mati dbsk but i dunt regster as casiopella(ntah mcm mne eje), mahupon Eve...

ok this is Taecyoen...he's my fav member of 2PM tp kak u x puas hati sbb muke die mcm mukhlis..sape rase muke beliau mcm mukhlis sile angkt tangan tgi2 tp ttp ketiak ok..


owh mau tau ape xtvt mereka skrg...
fatninja sdg b',maen florensia..mayyanise is watching "how i meet ur mother" (smpah x pnah dgr crite ni)...dinosot suda tido...beliau mmg suke tdo awal...ok skrg nk study...

setelah minggu kebersamaan kami berakhir....

huuuuu,
lps raye aji ari tu, sume da hangkut tilam2 deme dah. huuu. and tidurku ditemani pemasangan lampu sepanjang malam. huaaaa.

dan aktiviti kerbersamaan pon terhenti, tiada tarian taeyang mahupon latihan akrobatik atau gimnastik....and segalenyer kembali..boring. huhuhu. btw, i'm not into any activities atm...bcox sooooooooooo not in da mood. kalu ade pon aktiviti harian, aktiviti lawatan perdana dari bilik ke bilik la, asal bukak pintu si dinosor dinosot tu, mesti die dah lena da. nak kaco maya, pintu die susah bukak. nak kacau mar.... bz tgok cite. kui2,

org nak exam da ni...kene la setat setadi2. adek-bradek sengal yg lain? ontahleee....org tak tau diorg buat ape. masing2 tgh saket2 perut nih. tp si dinosor dinosot tu slalu immune. hoh. dulu2 mase kami be-3 demam serentak pon die steady je. ni tibe2 musim cherry-berry ni, die relak je. huhu. canggih, canggih.

adeh, ngantok la pulak. ni dah masuk ukum wajeb tito da nih. huhuhu. bubai ler. hadoih.

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